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21st March 1991
This morning, 7.15am, our Blessed Mother
appeared while I was praying, while kneeling.
She smiled and said, "Live only for today.
Today is your most beautiful day. I come to you with My Baby Jesus, the Holy
Child."
Again She repeated, "Today is your most
beautiful day. Never before, as now, have you been so close to My Most
Beloved Son. As you are now, because of this, I will place Him in your arms.
Stretch out your arms."
She bent down and placed the Baby Jesus in
my arms. He was very young, about 2 months. My heart filled to overflowing
with love and emotion. I praised Him and adored Him, tears filled my eyes
with sheer happiness.
Holy Mary spoke, "Look at My Son. He is God
alive, My child. Tell everyone about this happening. I will place Him in
everyone's arms when they will come close to Him as you are now. I am the
Mother of My Beloved Son and I am the Mother of all My
children."(spiritually)
Again She repeated, "Live for today only.
Today is your most beautiful day. Don't think of tomorrow, don't think of
the past, and don’t think of the future. Think only of today. Live only for
today because today is your most beautiful day."
(This is how our Beloved Mother teaches us,
to love Her and Jesus with all our heart and with all our strength.)
While our Holy Mother was telling me all
this wonderful true happening, I was looking at the Baby Jesus in my arms, I
couldn't take my eyes off Him but still paid full attention to what our Holy
Mother was saying.
The Baby was so alert, gazing around the
room in all directions. All around Him was a bright, glowing aura. Even my
arms and hands had a bright golden glow.
Looking over Him, I noticed the pulse of
His Sacred Heart beneath His white nightie. With each pulse, a bright ray
issued forward and then back to His Heart.
I kept saying, "How Holy You are, my God. I
will love and praise You for ever and ever. My You be blessed and glorified
by all."
Thankyou, Blessed Mother. Thankyou, Baby
Jesus, for this is a truly special day of my life.
Many times before this, Blessed Mother
appeared with the Holy Child, but She didn't place Him in my arms. I felt
that I wasn't ready to receive Him, it was not my time. At times, as a
little baby, He would speak to me. I was surprised and asked Mary, "How can
Baby Jesus speak? He is so little."
She answered, "My daughter, you must
remember that He is God. He can do anything."
12th April
At 2:30am in the morning I felt Our Lord Jesus gently shake my shoulder
saying, “Wake up, wake up!” When she awoke she got up and knelt down, in
front of Him and glorified Him and started to recite the rosary, our Lord
Jesus said, “How proud I am My child of you and I love you, continue to do
what you have done in the past.” He was referring to my prayers and
spreading off His Messages. He then touched my cheek with His first two
fingers and then blessed me by placing His Holy hands on my head and said,
“from now on, I want you to open the door for Me and bring me all the young
people. Till now all the doors were closed because the youth are My biggest
worry, I love them the most.”
I said, “Our Lord would you prefer young people to pray the Holy Rosary in
this group that I am attending instead of old people?” Our Lord smiled and
looked at me with gentle understanding and replied, “You do not understand
Me yet, your group is good and makes Me very happy and is dear to Me, but
from now on I want you to open the door for me and lead the young people to
Me.”
I answered Him, “My Lord, I do not know how!” Our Lord replied, “You have to
wake them up and give them courage, talk to them about My infinite love and
Mercy. They are very precious to My Sacred Heart and I love them all. Their
ideas are My ideas, that is why I love them so much, I love them all. I love
each one of them so bring them all to Me. I Beg of you, open the door and
lead them all to Me I bless you my child in the name of The Father and of
The Son and of the Holy Spirit.”
I replied, “Thank you My Lord Jesus Christ, I love you for all the graces
and blessings you give us.”
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4th June
It was morning around 8am while I was praying the Holy Rosary. All of a
sudden I had a vision and the Blessed Holy Mother Mary appeared to me. She
was looking at me very sadly. I did not understand and she did not say
anything, she just stood there. I quickly made the sign of the Cross. When I
did this Our Lord Jesus appeared as well, with a red mantle and He stood
next to His Blessed Mother. All of a sudden I noticed that her face was
becoming sadder and sadder. They were both looking sad. They both kept
looking at me. Then at that moment Our Lord Jesus disappeared but Our
Blessed Mother remained.
Our Lord Jesus then came back again but without the red mantle. He was
wearing just a white tunic. Then He stepped towards me. He raised His right
Holy hand. He placed it on His Chest and said, “Look at my Sacred Heart. It
is surrounded with thorns and pierced right through with a sword, it is so
sorrowful my child.” (Our Lord lamented because of mankind) I felt so sad I
started to cry. I felt so sorry seeing the Sacred Heart so sorrowful and
gravely wounded by humanity.
Our Lord continued, “I give you all my entire self, what else do you want Me
to give you. I give you My Body and My Precious Blood every day and still
the world does not recognise Me. They push Me aside”. Then again He
repeated. “I give myself every day in the Holy Eucharist, even there they
receive me unworthily, full of sin. I cannot watch this any longer. I am so
sorrowful even unto death. I can no longer tolerate this.”
Our Lord became more and more sad and angry. I cried and cried. I felt so
sad for Him and scared as well. Our Lord Jesus then said, “A very big
chastisement is on the way. It is almost here at the door, such as has never
been seen before since the world began or has ever been recorded by
humanity. Oh yes, my child, it is almost here. It will come as a surprise.
Everything will be normal, people will go about their lives as they usually
do every day. It will start with the rain and people will say, it is good
soaking rain, but with the rain the wind will start then the hurricanes,
then the earthquake, everything will go to dust and will be destroyed.”
Our Lord showed me all the horrifying things that will happen. I saw all
this and I cried and I cried and I said to the Lord, “How can you permit
such a thing to happen, haven’t You got a heart? I know there are a lot of
people in the world who love You very much. I myself love You with all my
heart.”
At that moment Our Lord was silent and very sad. He looked down and took a
few more steps towards me and He said, “I know about those who love Me. They
are My consolation, but they are only very few. I can put them all in the
palm of My hand.”
Our Lord then explained to me why such a catastrophic chastisement would
come, “Because of the sin of mankind I will send this chastisement. Their
pride is ruling the world. They go above Me they live without their God and
Creator. I am put under their feet. The scientists, the technicians, they
continue with their pride and because of their pride the whole world will
suffer.”
Our Lord then told me to pray, “Tell people to pray, pray to My Divine
Mercy. Pray now, pray every day. Pray when the horror comes over all of you.
Above all pray to My Sacred Body and Precious Blood. In the end keep
repeating: Holy, Holy God, Holy Almighty, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on
us and the whole world.”
I replied, “My Lord and My God have mercy on us all”. For weeks after this
vision I felt very sad and depressed. There is nothing to do but pray and
convert and ask God for mercy and maybe in His goodness and kindness all
this may be averted.
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7th June
Our Lord Jesus came to me and said, “My daughter, write down what I am about
to tell you. Before the chastisement comes, humanity will suffer much. There
will be less and less water. There will be very changeable weather. It will
get hotter and hotter. There will droughts. The land will be all parched and
brown. A lot of people will even die because of this. But the worst will be
when the famine will spread throughout the world. People will suffer greatly
before the chastisement. Pray, pray, pray to My Divine Mercy, so that I will
be merciful towards all humanity.
My daughter, why are you afraid of people. Speak about what I am telling
you. Do not be afraid. I put you together like a jigsaw puzzle. I know every
part of your body. I am your God and Your Creator and I am always with you
to protect you. Do not be afraid of people. You must speak and tell them the
truth.”
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4th July
When I was praying the Rosary Mary appeared to me, she was very happy and
with a gentle smile. She softly spoke to me, “Today you received a special
grace and you are worthy that I show you my beautiful garden full of
beautiful flowers. Then Mary stretched out her hand and said come My Chid.”
Mary then turned sideways then raised Her Holy hand and pointed to the
beautiful garden. I saw a very low stone wall shaped in a round form around
the very large area inside the wall was filled with a lot of large daisies,
not too tall, medium size. She then stretched out her hand for me to come in
the garden, I was hesitant, and afraid I would trample the flowers. She
again said, “Come in the garden and see for yourself, these flowers are
real.” With much persuasion I went in and touched the beautiful flowers. she
assured me that nothing would happen to them even though they were fresh.
She said, “See for your self they are real and alive.” They felt very real
and fresh. “See they are fresh and real and you my child are one of them”
she said, I wondered what she meant. Then the Blessed Mother continued,
“These are My children those that are praying the Holy Rosary. I look after
them and protect them, for My son Jesus.” She asked me to tell the people
what I saw and experienced. Mary said, “Those who will sincerely from their
hearts pray the Holy Rosary will be worthy of a place in Heaven.”
There were thousands and thousands of these beautiful daisies. Then I
noticed that in the centre of this beautiful garden was Jesus smiling. He
stretched out His Holy hand to invite me closer and at the same time pointed
to the beautiful garden.
The meaning of all this is when we pray the Holy Rosary, spiritually we are
already in the heavenly garden, like those flowers, and we make our Lord and
the Blessed Mary very, very happy and joyous. I concluded, “Thank you dear
Jesus and beautiful Mother for loving us like those flowers.”
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7th July, 1991
I was very depressed for a week when Our Lord revealed to me that our
chastisement is upon us, but then on a Sunday morning Our Lord revealed
something beautiful. It was about 7am when I was reciting the Holy Rosary,
the Glorious Mysteries, when a vision came to me.
An opaque light appeared like an oval in front of me. I saw what looked like
an Angel or possibly a Saint in the light. A person started talking to me,
he said, “I have been requested that you have to obey me and come with me.”
While kneeling down, I sat back and asked, “Who are you?” Very seriously, he
answered, “You have no right to know and to ask, but only to obey me.”
At that moment it came to me that Our Blessed Mother had told me that many
visitors would come to me from Heaven and that I would know they were from
Heaven as I would feel very peaceful.
I would also have the opposite feeling, very restless and nervous when
visited by Her adversary. This is so I could tell right from wrong. I felt
very peaceful at that moment. When he held his hand out to me, I didn't
hesitate, but took his hand and went with him.
We walked very fast through countryside on a very narrow road side by side.
I kept looking at my footsteps and tried to keep up with him. It seemed to
me that we were being controlled by another force of great speed. (Similar
to being lifted up suddenly, leaving an empty feeling in the pit of my
stomach). Then I gathered up courage thinking I would like to know the name
of my companion, so I asked, “Where are we going?”
He turned to me, saying very seriously, “This is not for you to know.”
I still asked, “What is your name?” He turned and gave me a stem look. He
said, “I am Saint Eugene.” I replied, “That is a nice name.”
He continued, “My name is written in all the books.” And I said, “Oh, you
are an historian.”
We walked over a hill, on the crest I noticed a beautiful palace of a soft
pink colour the square openings in the walls showed a golden light shining
through. The Saint told me to stop there, in front of a black line drawn
across the ground in front of a large square opening, filled with the opaque
golden light. St. Eugene told me not to touch the black line.
He said, “In a moment you will step over this black line.” He kept reminding
me not to touch the line.
Before entering he stood sideways with arms outstretched, pointing with his
left hand I could see earth far away and with his right hand towards the
brilliant light. He said, “It ends here,” indicating earth with his left
hand, “and begins here,” pointing to the light.
He said, “Not everyone is worthy of all this.” Then he continued, “When I
touch you and hold your right hand we both have to move over the line
simultaneously together.”
In a split second we were across, passing through the beautiful light. I
felt a peaceful ecstasy enfolding me. I can't describe the experience of
what T felt and saw. There were many gardens filled with flowers, all types
and colours, waterfalls, lawns, benches and birds, everything in such
perfection and beauty.
I was admiring, looking in all directions and could only say ‘Oh!’ over and
over. Above all I felt so peaceful and of holiness enfolding me. I stopped
and said to myself, ‘I'm not going back, I want to stay here.’ I saw some
people strolling, nodding and smiling to me as they passed by.
There were trellises and pergolas covered with climbers in flower, people
seated beneath them. What had originally appeared to me as a palace turned
out to be a high wall round this beautiful garden.
I walked on a carpet of red, velvety flowers when suddenly I was tapped on
my right shoulder, I looked round to sec two Angels who told me to walk to
my right. Ahead of me I saw Our Lord Jesus waiting. There was a low stone
fence behind Him, His hands were clasped in front of Him. When I noticed
Him, I was practically flying to Him. As I drew closer, He started walking
toward me, smiling gently.
He outstretched His holy hands to greet me. I placed my hands in His, and He
said, “Welcome home. My daughter, this is your home.” This overwhelmed me,
feeling I could stay there. I felt so secure with Him, filled to overflowing
with so much peace and love, I wanted to pour it out over the whole world.
Our Lord then said, “This is your home, one day soon, but not yet.” At that
moment I felt a great disappointment, and then He put His arm around me and
started guiding me back towards the entrance.
He stopped and said, “Now, I want you to be happy, not sad. Today you were
worthy to see this beauty of your home. I will give you a message for My
children on earth. Whatever you saw and experienced, tell them that I, the
Lord, prepare for them their homes in My heavenly habitation for My
children. Tell people when they will praise Me and love Me sincerely, with a
purity of heart, the way you do it, everyone will be worthy of this heavenly
kingdom.”
“The homes you prepare for yourselves on earth are only for a very short
time, but the one I prepare for you is forever. Don't be sad, be happy,
because one day soon you will be with Me.”
I listened to all He had to say with tears in my eyes. He then took me by
the arm and escorted me through the brilliant gold opaque light filling the
gate of Heaven. Once I was through, I was standing on a grey, dismal soil.
St. Eugene, who had brought me, was waiting for me. He took my hand and led
me downhill some distance. Suddenly he stopped in front of me, turning to
the way we had come. He indicated the Heavenly gate and said, “See this gate
of Heaven, not many pass through this gate, only very few, but you yourself
were worthy to walk through before your time. Be happy. God loves you.”
We continued on down and as we walked he placed a hand on my shoulder and
said, “I believe you are a widow.” I answered, “Yes, I am.”
He went on, “and you suffered a lot from your childhood in your life. I
understand you are a very sincere person and you always pray for others. You
are very compassionate toward other people. The most beautiful thing you do
for Our Lord, which pleases Him, is when you console others, like yesterday,
when you consoled the lady you met at the bus stop and she told you about
her niece dying of cancer and you interceded for her so sincerely.”
Then I said to him, “How do you know all this?” He said, “We know
everything. Your prayers and petitions usually go to us Saints, but you are
so sincere, they go directly to Our Lord and Our Lord can never say no to
you. Us Saints are specially placed to pray for you people on earth. Each
Saint prays for a specific part of the body.”
Then standing before me, he held out both hands closed. He opened them and
said, “Choose.”
In his left hand was a gold cross, decorated with lines. Attached was a gold
chain. On the end of the chain was a gold square with lines radiating from
the centre.
In his right hand was a similar cross, beautifully decorated with red rubies
also with a gold chain. On the end was a heart, richly decorated also with
the rubies.

He asked me, when I chose the one in his left hand, “Are you sure?”
I said, “Yes, it is from my Lord.” But then he said, “Give it back!”
I gave it back thinking it is not mine anyway, then he held out his right
hand and said, “This is yours.” I replied, “Oh, no, no, no. This is too
expensive.’
St. Eugene smiled and said, “Today, you are worthy of this heart, because
your heart and His have today become one. Be happy, in the world you didn't
gain a heart but this day you received a heart from God.” I wept and praised
Our Lord, feeling I was not worthy of so great a gift.
St. Eugene warned me, “Be careful of the evil one, for he wants to possess
all humanity. Defend yourself the way you were doing until now, making the
sign of the cross. In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.
Amen.”
The Saint brought me back in time to attend Sunday Mass.
A description of how Our Lord appeared to me in Heaven. He wore a beautiful
white garment, rich and brilliant in appearance. Over His shoulder was a
wide sash, deep red in colour, gathered in perfect pleats on His opposite
hip, right to left with the ends draped down.
Our Lord Jesus had an Aura of compassion and love, which I felt strongly as
I approached Him. He loves us very much, and desires that we all come to
Him. His Sacred Heart is our way to Heaven.
I praise you. Lord Jesus. I will love and praise you forever and ever.
After experiencing the Heavenly vision, my sudden change and attitude
towards all around me, also material things, took on an artificial
appearance. Everything seemed false to me after being in Heaven with Our
Lord. My heart constantly raised to Heaven, for I longed to be with Our
Lord.
I felt His strong love which He gives to me, and also felt so secure being
with Him, like a little child. Everything is entrusted to Him, and all
worries disappeared.
Today, in my daily life with all its ups and downs, this experience, gives
me hope to carry on that one day Our Lord will be merciful, that we will
gain entry into Heaven. If we have faith and trust, God will definitely lead
us there.
Jesus spoke during Holy Communion that same day, “Valentina, you carry My
cross. Bear all your trials that I send you.”
Valentina.
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